b0r3d....

still at home.. spending my time here
cooking, cleaning.. make dat as my new chores to do...
sigh.. getting bored over here... suddenly feels like I wana do sumthin..
but dunno wat to do at home actually..
kinda feel like travelling sumwhere but I dun hav a broadband..
y broadband? coz I cant live without intenet mybe..
huhu... I kno, life must carry on...
recently, I just lost a very gud fren.. aww..so precious yet I cant force my fren anymore..
I kno dat person very well..
well, he alredi dcided to make a distance btween us..
after we have been through a lot..
people might say we r lovers but we r not..
we r just close.. mybe close to me.. dun reli kno how dat person see me as..
yet I was kinda disappointed with myself coz havin this stupid feelings..
klau x de prasaan ni.. I might still b close with him right now..
sigh.. I regtret it.. but still.. I do hav Maryam bside me..
she will always b there sumtime..
I can understand dat she might b bz sumtime at home..
well, I'm still grateful dat she reli accepts me into her heart..
listening abt all her experience in life..
she had it rough actually..
well basically, she is strong.. yea, she is, I respect her...
reli reli reli do...
she listens to me, she would sumtimes pay attention to me..
well, I like people pay attention to me.. omg, i'm so spoiled..
~kyaa~.
nvermind, cant lose her.. reli2..
now, I alredi lose 2 frens.. yea but dat person whom I speak above, was the most I cant4 get..
sad ending...
aiyoo..
ok...life must carry on...
CHAIYOK!!!!