"ok then.. i guess we wont b the same anymore after dis.. i'll miss it.. alredi am missing it.. umm.. i just wana say i'm glad to hav met u.. seriously, eventhough i might b just a normal typical fren for u.. but ure still one of my besties.. n thank u for sharing n giving me advices.. u even tell me ure secrets.. tengkiu again for trusting me, even if it is a tiny trust...
i mnx maap, if spnjg i kwn ngn u i nie, smemangnya over, gedik n everythin..
i dunno y u rminded me of my bro actuali.. u r like a bro to me.. i just realise dat... i read ure blog.. i saw ure vdeo dat u make when i was in plkn.. it was great.. i'm not lying..
well.. hope our frenship lasts eventhough we r not gonna b close like b4.. i x tawu la if u even c me as a close fren.. but, i dun cre.. coz to me, sumtimes, when i giv, i'll probably wont get it back... so.. nvrmind..
abt the present.. u simpan je la or just throw it away.. or u can just keep it to giv to ure fren.. i x ksah... seeing ure blog, i hope u'll hav a great time at inti.. u r learning to socialise, gud for u.. i pray 4 u..
but i hope, if i seek advice, u would help... mybe i wont um, go crying to u or whatever anymore.. dun wana disturb u anymore.. study well
u r great n awesome..
ayat sume x ley blah.. haha...
sorie la.. i just nk luah je.. so, i wont regret afterwards... so dats all from me.. "
honestly.. I cried after I wrote this coz, I was reli sad losing this person in mylife.. dis person was once my everythin.. I love dis person from deep inside of my heart.. i'm not lying.. haha.. life is not dat sweet right.. yeah.. I admit it.. my life sumtimes sucks... everyone does feel this way sumtimes.. Ya Allah, 4giv me.. I should be stronger.. its painful, but I'll try...
to my dearest fren.. deep inside, ure still my dearly bloved, whatever hppens..
tengkiu for givin me da chance to meet u, to know u..
n u urself, ure hard to b frenz with at first, I cried a lot for ya u know dat.. n yes, u'll never kno..
yet ure the only one bsides Maryam to hav ever understands me n know my secrets too too too well..
n so do I.. u helped me, u yelled at me, u advised me, u were there sumtimes when I reli needed ya.. u were there, tryin to make me feel btter with ure jokes dat sumtimes didn't even work on me.. n i'll be getting blurr coz I dun understand it.. n dats when I finally laugh coz of ure jokes dat doesn't seem like a joke at all.. n u would get mad at me instead for laughing at u coz didn't mnage to create a joke to entertain me.. I luv ya my dearest fren.. it started from u actually dat we started to knew each other. it started with a simple and sinical dialogue dat we finally get to knew our names.. I knew ures of coz.. coz u reli do attract people with ure unique way.. ure gud at basket, IT n dat reli attracts me.. u luv anime too.. haha.. similar to me as well.. n the anime dat will always rminded me of u my dear fren is Angel Beats! yea.. the anime dat connects us together n even Another.. sigh.. gud time gud time.. reli2 great n wonderful.. ure even allergic to mi n caffeine.. n wat I will miss most is, this cute n meaningful word dat u called me my dear fren --> PANDA
if I recalled back, I'll 4 surely cry, coz, u called me dat.. n I would call u a name too.. bcoz of u my fren, I got reli attracted to dat cute black n white fluffy animal.. sigh.. dis would b a memory.. I'll cherish for the rest of my life.. yea.. n I wouldn't even 4got the day dat I made a surprise party for him.. gud times, gud times, hope dis year.. sumone else, would celebrate it for ya.. I reli hope for dat n I also hope, dat u'll open a bit ure heart n b open minded..
TATA my frend.. hope.. u'll live ure life peacefully after dis.. n hope u'll achieve ure dreams n goals in life.. InsyaAllah... frens till jannah.. :-)
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